Wednesday, April 29, 2009
im wondering why everyone likes calling me, Mr Wong. ???????
Frankly speaking, im not very happy recently. Its not abt the issue anymore, NOT ANYMORE! =D
so what if "Yesterday ended last night." ? im still not making full use of TODAY. I MUST learn to prioritise & have my own vision. wahaha' There's things that we definitely need to sacrifice in order to move on.
Most of us are living the life like an acrobat does in show. Imagine we are to have 10 plates up, spinning on the rod. By the time we are at the 6th or 7th, we may have to go back to the 1st or 2nd plate to spin it again. And so, instead of moving on, we are goin BACK. Whats the point of doing so? Wasting time probably.
Restrictions is also another factor, not the parental restrictions. But sometimes, there's jus things in the way, stopping you from doin the things you wanted to. It sucks. Not obstacles, jus issues that you cant get rid of.
CHANCE/LUCK/FATE??
School has been the same. Lectures that you dun understand what the hell the lecturer is trying to teach. The same old routine everyday, every week. But GEMs class today is fun. i've made a fool of myself i guess. pronoucing the word, 'searched'
I want to enjoy my life! Kayaking session, climbing session, running session! any kakis??
@21:13
my road to winning
Sunday, April 26, 2009
done with abseiling level 1.
mayb going for level 2 in 3 weeks time. haha' chiong sia..
@19:43
my road to winning
Thursday, April 16, 2009
all unwanted things happened at one go.. f&*^ this week.
that sms (sian diao)
that email (more sian diao)
hit my head and it bleeds (ki siao)
strained my knee (still go running, more ki siao)
that short killer conversation (tio pawned until no value)
pricked my finger so deep that i cant squeeze the blood out (irritated by the sensation feeling)
hard disk died, no back up, laptop's empty (zzzzz)
sometimes i wondered, what's the point of planning ahead? even with plan B.. unexpected events still charge right into ur way, spoiling all ur plans. issit of the bad planning? or issit that u're not competent enough??
mayb thats the way of life? challengin urself wif impromptu events and unexpected situations. thats when we experince, learn & grow.
F*&* F&^* F&^*!!!
i've got so many questions in my head now!!
PS: thanks jun jie gor for listening & advising!!
& congrats on the status upgrade to a, FATHER(uncle)!!
@22:11
my road to winning
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
i need prove & truth...
shit happens...at one go.
@21:30
my road to winning
Monday, April 13, 2009
after soooooo loooooong, i got the answer. even before my dateline..
dead, no appeals...
cant be forced, thats all i can say.
@19:19
my road to winning
Sunday, April 12, 2009
my knee is giving me problem again.. dammit.
@18:22
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Saturday, April 11, 2009
last day of 2009 HRC today. both good & bad/funny. things happened, partly our fault. alright, not the time to find out who's at fault, but to make things better the next time..
last HRC, and i got to enjoy flying fox. i really enjoyed. confidence fall, flying fox version. =D
got myself ready, back facing the runway, and off i jump!! for that 0.5 sec, i couldnt feel that im being secured as i see the tower getting further away.. LOL! it was great.. really great...
im so gonna miss the "playground", the new friends i've made, cadets/trainers/instructors/FIs. the jokes trainers/instructors shared.. haha' really bullshit sometimes.
no photos.. shit lah..
@20:37
my road to winning
Friday, April 10, 2009
well, was surprised by her msg asking to go supper sooooooo suddenly while im enjoying my coffee. went chomp chomp but there was no parking lot and a few others were there waiting. so went serangoon central instead.
she had her CLAYPOT RICE using a fork....-.-" and she eats it grain by grain becus its steaming hot.. -.-" -.-"
went roam around my previous home. took a look at the basketball court that i used to hang around until 6pm almost every weekend. the fitness corner is still there, the "clock tower" is still there. everything looked the same. sent her back home after that cus she's really tired. she kissed the window when i did a "u-turn" -.-" -.-" -.-"
supposed to wash the car today, but apparently im too lazy to do so. it was raining too.(excuses...) =D went had a haircut, wanted to do the log book, but dun feel like to..
rainin heavily for a while today.. forecast says it'll be rainin 2morro as well.. sian...... let it be a quick one pls.. if not, omg... i cant imagine it raining 2morro...........
@17:49
my road to winning
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
itp is definitely coming to an end. 7 more days. after 2morro will be the highly anticipated 3 days break.
no lessons on fri
npcc training on sat
rest day on sunday
lesson starts only at 12noon on monday.
how can i not look forward to starting of school??
however, starting of school means my dateline is getting nearer as well. i jus felt that im missing something, or rather, im letting it go w/o doing anything. will see how it goes when the day come.........
.......anticipating without hopes........
@19:07
my road to winning