Sunday, June 29, 2008
school term started with test week.. how great can tat be? only question will be how bad will i fail? seriously i hav not been studying hard enough for the past 2 months, cus i dont have my room at night!!! if only he is not here.. gotta buck up for term 2, if not i will fail the modules for sure..
the issue is getting worse day by day. im seriously tired being not able to screw my idea into her mind. jus becos she assumes she is right, always countering my point. when i wanted to hear her point of view, she doesnt want to speak. tis is defintely not effective communication. and when i told her, i really need a place to do my revision, she jus wun understand my point too..
imagine a typical day, reach home at abt 1830. wash up, rest, makan dinner, already 2000. start revision at 20 30. and for jus abt 90 mins, she chase me out of my room, jus becus he needs to sleep. and she thinks tat the next morning he need to get to work at 0630 is much more impt tat i need to do my revision!!! dining area is really too hot to do my revision, sit there for 15mins and will start to perspire. tats how warm it is... you can say tat im blaming the whole universe but myself, go ahead.. until u're in my situation...
7 weeks left for term 2. and i'll be packed with lots of things coming up..
some major events:
- area 5 atc - 5th july
- TP test - 11th july
- area 6 atc - 25th, 26th, 27th july
sessional exam will be jus 8 weeks from NOW!!
@20:11
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Sunday, June 22, 2008
suppose to meet xi hong at compass at 09 30 for breakfast before heading to woodlands for our revision for MST.. and apparently, when i called him at 09 20, he's still in bed.. Its ok, im used to it. wahaha'
*three cheers for CHIA XI HONG*
reach woodlands library at 11 00. same old thing, no tables. so when jonathan came, we decided to go RP... and halfwayto RP from causeway point, we were wondering if RP is open.. so we decided to go our favoutrite place.. SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC.. -.-" then bought concession and went to SCHOOL...
when FC 5. nice place to study on sunday. not much ppl, and we can talk as loud as we want.. haha' wacked the past year papers for 2 hours before buying food from pizza hut.. its not officially open, but we can still order from them, as they're open for delivery.. =) and our delivery address, SP, FC 5..
wacked for another 1 hour before heading home...
overall, we revised a lot of things.. job well done! haha'
@18:27
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Thursday, June 19, 2008
received some pics taken during the kayaking expedition for 2star course.
Instructor: where you want us to go??

Exped. leader: THERE!!

we're so happy to reach our checkpoint!
Mass capsizing is so...not fun!

im being rescued!!
the tale of MR. Pringles & MR. Lays =)
@11:39
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008
I JUST REALISED I'VE MISSED OUT SO...................MUCH THINGS AND CHANCES IN MY LIFE...
IT'S ALL ABOUT "CHOICE"
I MUST DREAM BIG!! AND NOT DAY DREAM!
THINGS TO ACHIEVE
1. CLASS 3
2. GPA > 3.5
3. UOPA 2008, GOLD FOR HS NPCC
4. BE GOH TRAINER IN NPCC ANNUAL PARADE 2009 HAHA' =)
5. PPCDL
6. KAYAKING LEVEL 1 INSTRUCTOR
@20:57
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my spammer's info.
ISP: 1-NET ISP SERVICES NETWORK
Domain: FLAGSHIP.COM.SG
Address: SINGAPORE 469001
and he/she is stupid enough to give away that he/she is not yao hui nor en zhang.
@00:55
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Sunday, June 15, 2008

she tried to draw me....

with braces.!!
my dear vincci, wat a joker..
for those who dunno, tis is vincci the joker,

one last thing for 2day, i got my 2 star kayaking cert!!!
******** ADD ON ********

and this is wat i get for posting this post.... to think tat i treat her so nice... haha!!
nvm, watever it is, she's still my beloved junior.. =)
@21:14
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Tuesday, June 10, 2008
im so stupid to be still waiting and keeping silent.. knowing that i cannnot do so, i did.. i oways tell others to go for wat they really wan, but why the F*** am i still stayin at the same old spot?
I know wat i want, but there's a lot i wanted to achieve. i really dunno how. mayb its really not the time to do so yet. i can only be ur guardian angel........
@21:31
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Tuesday, June 3, 2008
shall reopen my blog.. haha' found something to share wif everyone. im gonna talk about NPCC again..
Personally, i feel that cadets are the one who give CIs the motivation to work even harder. take Goshawk squad for example. first day of LMSC, not really great. a lot of jokers and not willing to learn. but when they show the positive attitude towards learning, it gives the CIs so much motivation that we want to teach them as much as possible.
people lik yao hui, he can do it. but he dont want. he can be disciplined, but he dont want. he always wants to be on the easy side. have fun, play play..
yu xuan, can talk a lot(of crap), but when addressing a crowd, she goes haywire, laugh non-stop, dunno what to say..
en zhang, "huh? what? where got? okok.." he can lead, but freak out in front of instructors..
sharon, another joker. "what? what?" very disrespectful. jus want to play oso.. but i think she can lead oso, needs a little bit more confidence. (by not looking on the ground when addressing others)
ghim choon, needs to know his limits. good that he wants to do more, but sometimes wrong things at the wrong time. natural leader..
sean, needs more confidence. go do wat u think u can justify that it is right.
teng, mus have the x-factor and his own style. mus be able to develop the style of a leader. good job..
cally, everything oso scared.. behind the curtain, a big devil.. need more confidence too. mus stand out and try to lead..
shermaine, i think she's another devil oso.. too quiet upfront.. she's jus lazy lor....
lastly, im seriously very pleased with tjia ying. i remembered the time when she wanted to quit and give up. but now, she really did put in a lot a lot of effort in learning and wanting to be a NCO. just that sometimes she is blur? or she really dunno..
Im not sure whether are they ready to be NCOs, but i hope that they would put in more effort during this june and during their NCO-ship. Im perfectly fine with them playing with me after training. But they seriously need to know when to be serious and disciplined. all i see is not even 50% of their potential. something is really wrong, but i jus cant identify it...
@20:22
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